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Rabu, 29 Oktober 2008

A lot of words means nothing. Nothing. If the words just being said not from the heart.
Crowded place. Makes you feel, something strange, weird...
Something that makes you feel you've lost something. Just because, there are no one. No one. Nothing besides you.
Keep struggling for the warm hugs. Hugs that you received. But, nothing. Nothing you can feel except the coldness of the responsibility from the one that hugging you.
You can touch. You even can hold close enough. You are with them. But, the strings and the soft glass keep you away. Keep you separate. Keep you different from others.

Think it's better to keep away. To watch from the distance. To know but not to be known.
Some people pretend to be alone. Not realizing every close people surrounds them.
Not thinking, there are some other people that really being in the middle and in the same time have nothing.
Something like the closeness that others get from family, or friendship, or anything else that important, just because, he is not understandable to others.

Life goes on. With or without a life in it.
Like the lost soul that no one missing it.
Not even on the memory from the beloved one.
Erased by time. Blurred by the wheel of fate. Unrecognizable.
Because, no one from the start look deep into the inside.
Just to fade away. Like a dust. To be same with the nothingness.

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